allo, I just read your poem and it reminds me of my story, I slept twice with my ex 4 months after we left, he told me that he respected me and worse since the last time he migrated, but like you I still think the same about him despite the pain he did to me.... I compare with you
he is sad my sister-in-law but realistic at the same time I understand you continue to let off steam his good deed congratulating you I love you xxxxxx
Thank you my sister-in-law and yes it is super realistic because they do that to us you see this poem there I wrote it there is a year cup and I just relived it again with my ex it is sad but that you want it the reality.
I can't help it what I've experienced many times but I don't persist in hoping that there's a guy for me on this earth who will make me happy and accept me as I am. thank you my friend for being there
you said "let go" you still broke my heart and I cried. you said I was like all the others, my heart is hardened and it's your fault. you'll regret one day, all those moments of love. all those lies coming out of your mouth, now I'm suspicious because what you say is wrong. I have now understood that I didn't really matter to him. but one day he will think of me but I will no longer be there. you have soiled my body, but yet I still want you. you lost me forever, but don't forget that I loved you. it's stronger than I always think of you. the days of my life, will always be emptier without him.